Peace of Mind is Beautiful
You can train your mind to be happy. It takes work. Not money
It is a learning process. I am still learning but I put this out here to be an example and for you to know you aren't alone.
I finally got my car fixed.Three years ago, I bought a car. It broke down. I waited all year and bought a pretty truck. It was a four wheel drive, the body looked great and within a month, it broke down. Then I bought another truck. As soon as I got it, that mother fucker broke down too. FML. Well I sold it for maybe 200 dollars. I added it to my tax and bought the bug. WIthin a week, my bug broke down. So this year a couple of my friends found me a mechanic. They know him and they also found a tow truck. He fixed so much on my car and so far, it is working great. In the three years I have been pretty much stuck in my room, I developed a passion for Painting, and writing. Also I love to woodwork. I never took a class on anything. What I know, I taught myself. I also go my medical marijuana card. For me, it makes me see thing and be able to paint what I see. It also helps me to face all of the past hard memories and pain that normally I would just push away. I also use medical marijuana for pain. I have trigiminal nuralgia and had to go to the emergency room today. I still need to write something about trigiminal nuralgia. It sucks. It is a nuralgia in your face.
SO I got my car fixed and being able to leave the house when I want and not ask to use a car feels so great. It makes me feel a little more like a grown person. I havent wrote in a minute, but I have had a lot going on. Ok well, till i feel the urge again. Laterz...
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AuthorMy name is Tera. After not living my whole life, I decided I wanted to live and have fun and to make other people happy. That is my goal. To spread love. LIGHT LOVE HOPE Its never too late to love. Archives
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