Peace of Mind is Beautiful
You can train your mind to be happy. It takes work. Not money
It is a learning process. I am still learning but I put this out here to be an example and for you to know you aren't alone.
So, I just came down from an intense high. I love being able to write, think and create. I like to do that when things just flow naturally. Organic. Anyway marijuana helps me do that. Marijuana has helped me be able to remember memories that I normally push to the back of my mind. Those memories that you know hurt, but you avoid because they hurt to bed. Marijuana will bring up all kinds of fears and anxiety and make you face them. The more you face (your demons, is what I call them) the more you get used to them. The more you feel those memories that you hide from, the more used to them you become. I am by no fucking means a phsyciatrist, but I know this has worked for me. I've written about some of the things i've been through, but just to be able to function after the death of a kid is, well where I was a year ago and where I am now, its miraculous the peace I have now. Its amazing how I can remember the good memories because I am not hiding from the ones that hurt me so bad. Good memories open up. Medical Marijuana has given me an ability to not only think outside the box, but have no problem thinking outside the box. My mental health is healing, I feel my body healing. Stress kills you. I should have died from the stroke. I am going to destress so much that I start de-aging. Wouldn't that be great. Would be cool. Anyway, I started something on facebook about how I hate Arbys, now a lot of people hate me. lol Maybe not. Till laters.
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AuthorMy name is Tera. After not living my whole life, I decided I wanted to live and have fun and to make other people happy. That is my goal. To spread love. LIGHT LOVE HOPE Its never too late to love. Archives
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